That little voice called LIFE!!

She seemed so lost, so confused! She asked herself whether she was the root cause of all the problems surrounding her! A little voice whispered inside her, "You can change your destiny, if you wish to do so!" But she never wanted to defy the norms attached! She always thought, Life would make decisions for her as and when required! But this time, Life just seemed not to budge! Life seemed like a stand still! She looked around her, everyone seemed to be in their own world! She wished she had a different Life! A little voice inside her whispered, "You can change your destiny, if you wish to do so!" She did not realise her dreams were in her hand! She could love and live the life she wanted but she was still scared! She now leads the life she never wished to..... I wonder how she must feel now, happy for not defying the norms or unhappy for not defying the norms! I wonder when we look back, whether we will ever realise life giving us that second chance!! How and for whom we live it is what matters!

Life in all it's Glory!!

*Life is one of the most unpredictable of games!! *Life hurls stuff at you which you and only you can face!! *Never try to run away from the truth!! *The truth hurts, but it is best hearing the truth!! *You cant please everyone all the time!! *You live your life for yourself not for anyone else!! *If you think, you have faced the worst, Ask yourself "Compared to what?" *Play your level best!! *Your life is not in your hands, He'll always look after you in your worst!! *He is the only predictable of things but he comes in the most unpredictable of times!!

ANON....

When life weighs you down with unfair instances, all you want to do is shout it from the roof tops! But with a mask, because you do not want to be known associated with it!! A routine in our family is a family prayer, And a read through "Our Daily Bread", usually gives us a diiferent perspective each day on life!!! I wanted to do something about the injustice being faced in college, but i wanted to be anon!! That evening when we had are prayers, the topic read was about "Being Anon"!! It struck a cord, It was as if God was talking to me!! It said if you prefer to be Anon, its because You do not want to be associated with your stand!! If you were that sure of your stand you would not keep your identity as, ANON!! Thats when I realised, I was not able to take my stand!! And so I have decided, I may not be able to take my stand now but I will lash back not as "ANON", But as "ME"!!

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

There are points in life when everyone just wants to be left alone!!! But these points are the only points in life when there are people surrounding you!!! Life!!! I want to break free, start really living my life! Rather than living for someone else!! "Its my life!" Alas wish the people who need to know that truth would realise that!! :( Its too late for a change, I do not want a change! All i want is a little space!!!

She told me so.....

She told me when I was small never to trust people, I did not! She told me never to talk to stranger, I did not! She told me lots! But she hid as much! I wondered who she really was! I wondered whether she would run my whole life for me! Just then she handed over the baton to me! I was scared but I had a vast world to explore! I soon started realising things she hid from me! I uncovered truths which she was scared of telling me! Then she started doubting whether she handed over the baton too soon! But I was way ahead she could not catch up! I know she regrets ever knowing me but that is what life is about after all! I love her, she knows that! But i hate her, she knows that too when she acts like she knew it all the while! All I want her to know is that I am old enough to run my race on my own! That I will err because I am human!

SOS!!!

If you were to study in a college like mine, under a department llike mine and under a HOD like mine for 4 years!! I assure you, you would prefer being charged of murder and being put in jail for it!! Professional colleges having such kind of HOD'!! Sometimes I wonder, Is this why I joined Engineering? It is just a pure test of who gets tortured the most!! We are treated like school kids!! Even my brother who came along for a meeting, could not stand my HOD!! And he was hardly here for an hour! Once we enter our department, its like we have been trapped!! Like a lion trapped in its cage and roaring out aloud "SOS"!! If we bunk an hour, we are to give a valid reason the next day!! This was not prevalent even in school!! We do not have teachers for our core subjects but a seminar a week is a must!! We ask him for teachers, he says get a university rank and il give u a teacher!! I do not know who is pulling the strings but This is the state of affairs in my college!! Alas!! SOS IS OUR CRY!!

Im a person whose always been surrounded by people right from school and at points i love it! But there comes a time when every person sits back for a while and sees how the world moves on. And the time when i did that i realized i was far behind by every aspect in life! i always thought that people who were your friends would remain your friends forever but that hardly seemed correct!
Whenever i look at the series of FRIENDS, I wonder does that true spark of friendship still exist? How many of us have lied to our best friends trying to hide some secret which you dont want people to know?
When I passed out of school, I realized that the people who mattered the most in my life remained few and that very few mattered to me a lot!
I just love the few friends i have!