She told me so.....

She told me when I was small never to trust people, I did not! She told me never to talk to stranger, I did not! She told me lots! But she hid as much! I wondered who she really was! I wondered whether she would run my whole life for me! Just then she handed over the baton to me! I was scared but I had a vast world to explore! I soon started realising things she hid from me! I uncovered truths which she was scared of telling me! Then she started doubting whether she handed over the baton too soon! But I was way ahead she could not catch up! I know she regrets ever knowing me but that is what life is about after all! I love her, she knows that! But i hate her, she knows that too when she acts like she knew it all the while! All I want her to know is that I am old enough to run my race on my own! That I will err because I am human!

SOS!!!

If you were to study in a college like mine, under a department llike mine and under a HOD like mine for 4 years!! I assure you, you would prefer being charged of murder and being put in jail for it!! Professional colleges having such kind of HOD'!! Sometimes I wonder, Is this why I joined Engineering? It is just a pure test of who gets tortured the most!! We are treated like school kids!! Even my brother who came along for a meeting, could not stand my HOD!! And he was hardly here for an hour! Once we enter our department, its like we have been trapped!! Like a lion trapped in its cage and roaring out aloud "SOS"!! If we bunk an hour, we are to give a valid reason the next day!! This was not prevalent even in school!! We do not have teachers for our core subjects but a seminar a week is a must!! We ask him for teachers, he says get a university rank and il give u a teacher!! I do not know who is pulling the strings but This is the state of affairs in my college!! Alas!! SOS IS OUR CRY!!

Im a person whose always been surrounded by people right from school and at points i love it! But there comes a time when every person sits back for a while and sees how the world moves on. And the time when i did that i realized i was far behind by every aspect in life! i always thought that people who were your friends would remain your friends forever but that hardly seemed correct!
Whenever i look at the series of FRIENDS, I wonder does that true spark of friendship still exist? How many of us have lied to our best friends trying to hide some secret which you dont want people to know?
When I passed out of school, I realized that the people who mattered the most in my life remained few and that very few mattered to me a lot!
I just love the few friends i have!