Not just Another Day!

Another day passes by... I wish she would live forever. I wonder sometimes why Pandora ever opened the box! And brought death and pain out of it! I see her suffer and at times I just dont seem to know who to blame. I would gladly take her place and just want that moment where she is truly happy and full of strength and she looks after me! She realised today that I would take her
place that made me so happy. They formed the band aid which kept us all together! If She leaves, the glue which kept the band aid on will surely go forever.
She is on a bed which No one knows she'll ever recover from! She still at this point Thanks God for giving us to her! She is so Grateful for having Daughters like what she has.
She still keeps a tab on our studies and tell us that Prayers and Luck comes hand in hand!
She remembers her Grand daughter' love marriage! And says how could she ever forget.
She has not realised the facts of life and has not realised the people who have been fake around her!
She is my Grandmother! Around her I cannot express myself cause I can never be the weakling I am in front of her!
I love her very much and Ammachi I assure you every single person will be brought to justice. Even your own Blood!

Someone called Ammachi!

She looks into my eyes with known familiarity.
She can't seem to place who I am!
She knows There is that Bond!
But she can't seem to place the where and How!
I hold her hands,
She reciprocates
Little do I know whats in store.
She takes it up to gently kiss it!
My heart skips a beat knowing she recognises me!
I wish with all my heart that I could replace Her situation.
All I want is her to be with me till the end!
I fight with her but I love her so much!
That it would tear me into pieces knowing that she would leave me sometime.
She's lived her life with truth as her slippers.
With Grace as her armour.
With Strength so great that she could overcome the greatest of disasters.
She is my Grandmother! Ammachi even though now you may never realise, How much I love you!
I just Hope that someday you will!
I hope that all those people who hurt you are brought into Light and given what they truly deserve.
You may not know now who plays the most cause your just a little baby whose at the extremes of the adjective- Naive.
That any change in reaction to them would be called a change in her entire system brought about by external sources.
I love you Ammachi now and forever more!

That One Last Moment...

I feel God does everything for a reason! The reason' varying for different people! For some it maybe for the good! For some it maybe for the bad! But The loss of a loved one affects us the most. Always! I wonder if I were to be faced with just one last moment left in this world what I would ask for.. I would want my entire family and friends with me! I would want to ask for forgiveness to all I have hurt, only my near and dear fall under that category and tell them I love them!
Some people just end their lives not wondering how it is for a Cancer Patient or even a Multiple Organ Failure patient in their final moments. Those final moments are those moments which these patients want more of! But So many people just give it up for Nothing! Those people who attempt Suicide never realise that those moments which led them to it, would one day change forever. But instead they prefer not to fight. They are cowards and dont know that Life is made of these moments. Even God has promised that after good times bad times will follow. And Bad times will surely be followed by Good times, its the cycle of Life! God has given us Life not for us to waste it away and Only he has the right to take it away! Never be afraid of facing Life cause God is Always there to catch you when you fall! Someone once told me that "God answers your prayers to Increase your faith. God delays in answering your Prayers when he wants to Increase your patience. And when he knows you can do it, he stays back and watch you work!"

Our Life is predetermined and the only thing which is known about Our Life on Earth is Death! All of us will die one day, we may not be able to Fall in Love forever. We may not be able to give our best for everything. But we all know that death is for sure! So unless God takes it away just treasure it like you will treasure a Hundred Billion Dollars. Cause you get only one of it!

The Perfect Ending!

Reading has always been a hobby. Reading Love Stories has always been my Favourite. I love wonderful endings. Who would not want a wonderful ending! I read this wonderful ending between this Guy who hates Love and this Girl who just loves Love, and a part of it which any girl would love to hear for that very special ending! ". . . And I'd like to continue doing the stupidest of things with you on a regular basis for the foreseeable future. . . " and Probably get a tattoo of Something special to the girl, In the book I was reading- A cat! And the girl telling the guy . . "But - But- but thats PERMANENT!!!!" and the Guy saying, "So is how I feel about you!" And this followed by The Happily Ever After. Someday down the Lane I wish for A Happily Ever After and I would love the Permanent state of affairs which comes around as a result of Attraction, Trust and Affection! The kind of Love in which the World with all its implications would mean Nothing but a tiny Grain of rice maybe! Where you are not just in Love or act in Love cause of some weird Ulterior motive! Everyone has A Happily Ever After But If you probably keep giving your Happily Ever Afters a toss everytime It comes your Way then You probably just wont get one. . Ever!