We know its over when the person who you used to be good friends with says "Its kinda odd now!".
We know its over when the person says, "Goodmorning. Have a nice day!" without even mentioning the pet name the person would have put for you! Leave alone pet name, without even mentioning your name!
We know its over when the person acts over cordial!
We know its over when you ask a very simple Question and you never get an answer for it for days! Leave alone days, Never do we get its answer!
We know its over when the person doesn't care a million dollars to even know whether you are Alive and Kicking!
We know its over when you begin to feel "Why should I always take the first step!" cause life is just known by the compromises we make!
We know its over when we think It is Over!
Little do we realise that the people who we value a lot, does not even value us a bit. Whereas the people who value us, never gets to us!It takes time to get over the fact that its over! But its I guess a good ending. I still have not reached the good ending part but am on the taking time to get over the fact. But once Iv reached the end, Il shout It from the Roof tops!
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Thursday, February 17, 2011
The little piece I call my Own!
How many times have we seen the great People in the news just cause they were seen at a promotional event? How many times have Very famous people' illness sometimes formed the crust of the news? But how many times have we seen our Next door Neighbour saving an Old person from a dreadful accident flashed across the news? How many times have we seen A fighter against Cancer being brought to the lime light? In this big wide Universe the only little piece I can call my own is the little place I occupy to stand! Imagine if all of us were to stand next to each other and there was no place for movement or to gossip about the next person! All of us need a let out! Its similar to my blog! Cause my Life is not filled with the Issues of the world. Neither is this filled with the gossip of celebrities! For me to be given all the space! Its just filled with Bits and pieces from My Life, from the Life of my family members, from the life of even my best friend! Maybe not Directly but In some cases it is! This little piece of property I own is not fenced. Its not being built with bricks and stones! But it is built with words! I ain't any world famous writer but I love writing. And would love to let people know a bit if not everything of what happens in the Life Of the Simple. A shout out in the midst of the worst of scenarios. The things which so many people just overlook as just another thing being brought into the spot light! The tryst with taming a Nightmare. The fake in this world. The people who Use you and then just throw you! This is the only piece which I own where I can write my mind out! But of Course have to be a bit cautious but I think Iv thrown that bit apart. Else this will never seem real. Im glad that even though this space I occupy is Little, It'll surely strike a cord with many!
Sunday, February 13, 2011
14th February 2011
Another Valentine' day comes around. Its hard to find something done without a reason of Convenience behind it! Its very hard sometimes to find a Couple around who still have butterflies in their Stomach. Or who really have that spark of Love flying in the air. Writing love letters, giving Roses have all become a Passe! Now gifts are bought keeping in mind whether the gift bought would be Useful. Its no Longer about that spark! An Hour late to college Today, I saw that Love was still the same Centuries ago. With a number of Love letters doing its Round and Roses being gifted. It was just so good to know that that Ancient form of showing you loved someone still existed. My Cousin being in the list of the ancient form of love! I found it so Cute and Loving when he sent her His Valentine wish all the way from The States. A classmate of mine had written 24 letters just to show how much he loved his girl! With all this high end Technology available it is so good to know that people still sit down to write a letter. And its just the perfect way to tell the world I am in Love! I wish I was that kind, though I was a few years ago! But Now, alas! Cutting all the Crap. I want to wish all those friends of mine, my entire family- A Happy Valentines day! I love you'll guys!
Thursday, February 10, 2011
When Perfect turns Im- Perfect!
She wondered why everything seemed a joke to him, She wondered why he kept emphasising on the fact to take Life as it came! Foreplanning was something she always did.... She would always look ahead! She knew the future seemed bleak and had the highest probablity of an Impending disaster! But this was it, he had moved on and she had just stuck on only to get hurt again! She had reached the bottom. The bottom with a million hard rocks. She would probably never tell him how she has felt over the entire episode. Rather Saga! She wrote her mind out on paper!
Mr Imperfect this is for you,
"I probably would never know where it just cut off! But I think Iv figured it out by now! What we shared back then I really can't term it but I really did enjoy the time together! Though the times led me to do some stuff which hurt people! I wish you could have just told it to me! Or maybe as usual I just assumed a lot! But whatever it is you must know that the amount I had compromised, the amount I hurt people you just added it both up and hurt me! You have put me in a fix by making me feel that I was just an option in your life! You made me feel like I was the spare tyre! But once you had got what you really needed, you left everything else! And never felt the need to explain. As usual! I wish just for once you will be truthful and just spill out what has been happening! Cause I really have not understood. We used to like being each other' friend! But now its like we just want to maintain the friendship that we remain Cordial to each other! Reminding Me Time and again of the times we shared, Which I fell in Love with again and again! Now I guess we have reached the Saturation point. And I am happy that you seem happy all over again! I may seem a bit fake now but that is the truth. Though I have been a way bit truthful with you! I wish I had not but there is No crying over spilt Milk. All I can say now is rather give now is one tight hug, cause I really dont know what to say! All the best with your Life ahead! This episode surely has to end sometime and now seems the best! I would surely love it when the old you is back! But I guess you cant bring that back once your need did get satisfied. If ever you read this, I really dont know what your reaction would be! You must be furious for bringing you out in this light. Must be furious cause I never bothered to know the truth, but you really never opened up! Must be relieved cause Im finally out! Or I dont know! You probably will never read this! I no longer can guess who you are. Cause I really dont know who you are. Someone once told me that the moments you live the most are the moments which would be lived in lies! So true. Is it not? At least for me it is! Thanks once again for everything."
She wished she could bring everything back to the way it was! But there was this fear and she did not want to put herself through anymore Hurt! Cause she had reached the tip of the peak of getting Hurt!
Mr Imperfect this is for you,
"I probably would never know where it just cut off! But I think Iv figured it out by now! What we shared back then I really can't term it but I really did enjoy the time together! Though the times led me to do some stuff which hurt people! I wish you could have just told it to me! Or maybe as usual I just assumed a lot! But whatever it is you must know that the amount I had compromised, the amount I hurt people you just added it both up and hurt me! You have put me in a fix by making me feel that I was just an option in your life! You made me feel like I was the spare tyre! But once you had got what you really needed, you left everything else! And never felt the need to explain. As usual! I wish just for once you will be truthful and just spill out what has been happening! Cause I really have not understood. We used to like being each other' friend! But now its like we just want to maintain the friendship that we remain Cordial to each other! Reminding Me Time and again of the times we shared, Which I fell in Love with again and again! Now I guess we have reached the Saturation point. And I am happy that you seem happy all over again! I may seem a bit fake now but that is the truth. Though I have been a way bit truthful with you! I wish I had not but there is No crying over spilt Milk. All I can say now is rather give now is one tight hug, cause I really dont know what to say! All the best with your Life ahead! This episode surely has to end sometime and now seems the best! I would surely love it when the old you is back! But I guess you cant bring that back once your need did get satisfied. If ever you read this, I really dont know what your reaction would be! You must be furious for bringing you out in this light. Must be furious cause I never bothered to know the truth, but you really never opened up! Must be relieved cause Im finally out! Or I dont know! You probably will never read this! I no longer can guess who you are. Cause I really dont know who you are. Someone once told me that the moments you live the most are the moments which would be lived in lies! So true. Is it not? At least for me it is! Thanks once again for everything."
She wished she could bring everything back to the way it was! But there was this fear and she did not want to put herself through anymore Hurt! Cause she had reached the tip of the peak of getting Hurt!
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Bringing Up Ammachi!
Ammachi and I are like the South and the North Poles! But recently Amma discovered that Ammachi and I were alike in just one way: Both of us are like Nightmare' come alive!
Amma' worst nightmare would probably have started the day I was born. I loved sleeping during the day, I still do! But the minute my mind told me everyone was on the verge of going to Sleep, I would get up slowly and then howl my head out! Amma would get up with a jolt groggy, tired after a very long day! I realise the same thing Ammachi does, she sleeps through the day and the minute everyone' home and goes to rest she'll start calling us for extremely silly reasons to us! But extremely important reasons to her!
She has started a quit food movement at home which gives Amma the experience of Living hell by making her eat. She has had the same experience with me! I always make a big fuss to eat . As I am an extremely choosy person be it in eating or anything else! Ammachi supports me in the same but maybe I am a few slabs better than her! Though I have the gene of
praising myself which Ammachi does not!
I have always made Amma be a spectator of my life! I have never made them run my life upto now! The last a mother would want are Children running their Life! No wonder they say what goes around comes back around. So Parents look after children upto a particular time and after that how ever tough it is for parents to accept they have to hand over the baton to their children! They have to trust their children and make them run the race for them! After all did they not bring you pride all the years where they ran their own race? Ammachi was a very active person and she has also never made anyone run her life and now it is so tough to even think that she cannot do a single thing. Now as my little brother has also taken over the baton from my parents. They are living in a world filled with Angelic Devils. Because how ever angry you get with us, you just let it melt away once you look into our eyes and realise that we did not do anything intentionally. But believe me, We could easily form a living hell for anyone!
Hats off Amma and Ramaniammachi for bringing up Ammachi! And of course Amma for bringing me Up! You do deserve a Standing Ovation.
Amma' worst nightmare would probably have started the day I was born. I loved sleeping during the day, I still do! But the minute my mind told me everyone was on the verge of going to Sleep, I would get up slowly and then howl my head out! Amma would get up with a jolt groggy, tired after a very long day! I realise the same thing Ammachi does, she sleeps through the day and the minute everyone' home and goes to rest she'll start calling us for extremely silly reasons to us! But extremely important reasons to her!
She has started a quit food movement at home which gives Amma the experience of Living hell by making her eat. She has had the same experience with me! I always make a big fuss to eat . As I am an extremely choosy person be it in eating or anything else! Ammachi supports me in the same but maybe I am a few slabs better than her! Though I have the gene of
praising myself which Ammachi does not!
I have always made Amma be a spectator of my life! I have never made them run my life upto now! The last a mother would want are Children running their Life! No wonder they say what goes around comes back around. So Parents look after children upto a particular time and after that how ever tough it is for parents to accept they have to hand over the baton to their children! They have to trust their children and make them run the race for them! After all did they not bring you pride all the years where they ran their own race? Ammachi was a very active person and she has also never made anyone run her life and now it is so tough to even think that she cannot do a single thing. Now as my little brother has also taken over the baton from my parents. They are living in a world filled with Angelic Devils. Because how ever angry you get with us, you just let it melt away once you look into our eyes and realise that we did not do anything intentionally. But believe me, We could easily form a living hell for anyone!
Hats off Amma and Ramaniammachi for bringing up Ammachi! And of course Amma for bringing me Up! You do deserve a Standing Ovation.
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