GUMPTION!!

Looking at Susan Boyle on Britain's Got Talent. I never followed that season. And when I saw a video of her on the show with a wonderful video title. I in a very cynical mind frame, clicked on the video to check what it was all about. I saw her walk across the stage to face the judges. The judges at their pessimistic best. The usual question of what she wanted to be at this age. Susan Boyle without a stammer says a professional singer. Well, her voice wasn't very professional singer type and I wondered what she was thinking. And when she began singing I realised she was thinking her dream. She was mindblowing. We all have dreams of becoming somebody great. And at time's we wonder what we were thinking about. Because usually the second step after the dream is an Iron Gate with a No Entry sign which no one can even try opening. I've had dreams of becoming someone great, but if I can't go past the second step. How can I even be astounded with the outcome? It's scary. It is! But until we take that step forward, we reach no where. There will be so many you jeer and pass snide remarks. If Susan Boyle had taken all that to heart. She would never have stood across the judges on the stage of Britain's Got Talent. Why should only some have the cake? If only our dreams lasted as long as the passion and the urge to take the starting step was there. It's a herd mentality. You always wonder why it would be the least fascinating to get out of the comfort zone we all enjoy and reach for something which was meant to be just a dream cause at time's things seem to Idealistic in life.

Randomness!!

College ended on a tearful note, like every separation would end on. Iv been through hell and heaven but when I look back it seems nothing. I got really nice friends at the end of it. After all the back biting, but there are exceptions to every rule and it's always hard to teach an obstinate, old dog new tricks. The lessons taken away was amazing. Im guessing my Fineness test worked out great. Fineness test is an experiment carried out in our 2nd year of Engineering to get the finest of materials. I thought I would continue using my same old cheat codes to get nice friends but sadly some people cheated my old cheat codes. They came almost too fine. I wonder whether these are the boons of a Profession or maybe you never make friends in your workplace as everyone says. It's hard to be wary when I know it isn't going to be like that. But isn't safety always better than curing yourself later. Iv stepped in the feet of a Professional and it doesn't seem like it. We're all a set of children still, each as unique as the other. Not one similar to the other. A set of children with a wonderful mommy as our trainer. A set of children with our company's ID card. It's been less then a month and everything seems so hazy. Everything seems to be running in perfect order. Can this actually be happening? It's so hard to shut the pessimist in me. Some experiences may never change the way you look at life and as I said it's very hard to teach an old dog new tricks. But if things are actually the way it is, I could sum up our training session as Epic!