Friday, January 14, 2011

From Ammachi to Amma to Me!


Malayalam movies have this way of getting around which no other Stream of cinema has, on Me! Its genre always being oriented towards family! I have been a fan of Malayalam movies from a very young age, though the language doesn't come across as a cake walk for me! Its a walking, talking real life scenario which we just have not heard about! Recently, I was watching this movie in which the heroine' words caught my attention! She told that she had never seen her mother, never heard much of her but she knows that she loves her mother very much! I wondered what kind of love was that? An unseen Love? An unheard Love? Love in it' purest again! I by the Grace of God have grown up with a Mother! But not once have I recalled ever Thanking her for just being there, Ever telling her that I love her! She may not be the best in a scale of the best Mother', but after all she is my mother! That love is there, it is an underlying Love which I guess not every Child talks about! The same happened to a generation before, My Grandmother and her daughters! Ammachi may not be the best! She may fight, hurt people' feelings.... but as I have said once before and I say it again "The truth always Hurts!". And at times we need to be brought back to reality rather than sitting on cloud 9 and think all is well with the world! Ammachi has always spoken her mind on anything and for those reasons she is not the most loved! But I know how much ever Daughters and Mothers fight, there is an underlying Understanding and Love they will always share! This is dedicated to My Ammachi and My Ma to tell them how much I love them! To my Aunts and Cousins (the girls) That each one of you have taught me so much about Life and Love! Thank You And I Love you all a lot!

Monday, January 3, 2011

When Perfect turns Im- Perfect!

She had been through enough to realise she was Truly, Madly, Deeply in Love with Imperfect! She knows it will always be a long lost dream, a dream which she once dreamt of! A White wedding with The Imperfect guy she loved! She never once thought of Mr Perfect! It would hurt him she knows but it would hurt her if she carried on! She would rather have Loved and then Lost, than to have never loved at all! She wonders whether she is self centered.... She wonders whether she should slowly make an exit out of this "Love Triangle"! She does not want to be the reason for many a heartbreak, cause even she had been at the receiving end and OUCH it did hurt! She probably will never tell Imperfect about this, She would never have the guts to ever...... but one day she wishes he will come to know! Love Stories so complicated yet we cant live without them! The journey this far has been Great, But she knows if She carries on...... it would just hurt her and even more all the people who love her! Guess this is the finale..... But the ending aint happy! Someone once told me when I was small, "If your story' ending aint happy, That aint the ending!" She hope' Some day..... Her Dream would come true!