Saturday, August 21, 2010

She told me so.....


She told me when I was small never to trust people, I did not! She told me never to talk to stranger, I did not! She told me lots! But she hid as much! I wondered who she really was! I wondered whether she would run my whole life for me! Just then she handed over the baton to me! I was scared but I had a vast world to explore! I soon started realising things she hid from me! I uncovered truths which she was scared of telling me! Then she started doubting whether she handed over the baton too soon! But I was way ahead she could not catch up! I know she regrets ever knowing me but that is what life is about after all! I love her, she knows that! But i hate her, she knows that too when she acts like she knew it all the while! All I want her to know is that I am old enough to run my race on my own! That I will err because I am human!

Friday, August 20, 2010

SOS!!!

If you were to study in a college like mine, under a department llike mine and under a HOD like mine for 4 years!! I assure you, you would prefer being charged of murder and being put in jail for it!! Professional colleges having such kind of HOD'!! Sometimes I wonder, Is this why I joined Engineering? It is just a pure test of who gets tortured the most!! We are treated like school kids!! Even my brother who came along for a meeting, could not stand my HOD!! And he was hardly here for an hour! Once we enter our department, its like we have been trapped!! Like a lion trapped in its cage and roaring out aloud "SOS"!! If we bunk an hour, we are to give a valid reason the next day!! This was not prevalent even in school!! We do not have teachers for our core subjects but a seminar a week is a must!! We ask him for teachers, he says get a university rank and il give u a teacher!! I do not know who is pulling the strings but This is the state of affairs in my college!! Alas!! SOS IS OUR CRY!!